Blue Diary

 

Love is a mystery. Suddenly came, suddenly gone. Can make happy, it could be upsetting. That's the last word in Nadia wrote in his diary. He looked so lonely. Every day he always menumpahkah all the feelings he felt in his diary.
 
Nadia is the name of a girl who is funny, kind, and has a beautiful face. But unfortunately this is almost a year he lived without his lover. Nadia currently lectures at one of the State University in Jakarta.

 "Hi Nad ...", a man's voice calling his name. "Hi .. well," replied Nadia. It turned out Riki's voice. "What are you doing at campus sits in the garden?" Said Riki. "No longer doing anything really, just another diary writing" replied Nadia.

 Riki is a student of economic faculty. He has a handsome face and good-hearted nature. So naturally when many women who put her heart. Tarmasuk Nadia, in fact he has long harbored feelings of joy, of Riki.

"Oh ... is writing a diary, do not be tough?" Said Riki. "Not allowed, it's a secret" replied Nadia. "OK if not be tough, eh .. I'm hungry ... I want to eat in the cafeteria, do not want to come? "said Riki. "No thank you ... I'm not hungry, I still want to here, would continue to write diary .." replied Nadia. "Okay so if I go first to the cafeteria ..." said Riki.
 Nadia was again sitting alone in a park bench disebuah campus. He went back to her beloved diary. "God was very wise, he creates a person without a price, because if he did, I would not be able to buy a very valuable person like you ..."

Each sentence in the article on diarynya describe someone who is very loved. People who are very meaningful to him.

After completing the sentence, Nadia was moved from his seat. Then he went to the canteen. Apparently there is still no Riki who was enjoying his food. Nadia went up Riki.

"It may come to eat?" Said Nadia. "It's OK, please .." said Riki. Nadia was sitting next to Riki. "Sir! Messages fried rice and sweet iced tea.!! "Nadia message to one of the waiters. "Like eating fried rice?" Said Riki. "Yeah .. Just what I really like ... why? "She turned to ask. "No, same as me? I also really like to eat fried rice. "Answer Riki. "Oh yha ..? wah if so we can eat together more often then? .. Hehe .. Joke "replied Nadia with a beaming face. "Okay ..." said Riki

 They're both too cool to enjoy the food and the occasional joking and chatting merrily. Nadia heart too flowery. Because he can eat together with him her idol. Nadia may feel the same as the feelings of people who are flying to the moon.

After a long talk, and spend their food, Nadia go. "Rik .. I still have two hours of lectures ..." Nadia said. "Oh .. ok ..,! .. "said Riki.

Riki is now sitting alone dibangku canteen. Suddenly his eyes fixed on a blue book which lay on the table. Apparently it was Nadia's diary. Because of her curiosity he opened the book, and read a piece by piece. After reading a few pages, Riki's eyes fixed on a paper given in red ink.

"As a tone that will never die, so did my love for you Riki". That's the sound of a given text red ink. Riki was surprised to read that. Nadia could not believe he was like him. He felt confused. He was touched by these wonderful words written Nadia to describe himself. After reading all the contents of the book diary Nadia, she intends to return the diary. He also intends to ask the real feeling of Nadia. He came out of the cafeteria and then he waited for the pulse out of the class. After waiting long enough, Nadia out of the class. Riki pulled Nadia's hand.

 "Nadia, I want to say something" said Riki. "Want to say something?" Said Nadia. "Do not be here .. we talked campus garden .." said Riki. "What do you want to talk about? I think really serious ...? "Said Nadia. "I'll also do you know .." said Riki brief. They both walked out into the garden campus. They sat on a bench under a shady tree.

 "Want to talk about?" I'm so excited .. "Nadia said. Then Riki out a book from his bag. "My diary ...!" Nadia cried. "Yeah .. was up in the cafeteria "said Riki. "Oh yes .. I forgot .. I was put on the table, do you not read my diary? "said Nadia. "Before I'm sorry .., I had time to read your diary" said Riki. Previously yha .. I'm sorry, I read your diary "said Riki. "Ih .. why you cheeky so anyway! "Nadia said with a slightly angry tone. "You see it going?" Said Nadia. "Everything" said Riki. "So you know about ....." Nadia could not continue his sentence. "The feeling you are to me?" Said Riki. Nadia nodded. "Yeah .. I already know everything, because they say that you invited me here "said Riki. "Duh .. I'm so embarrassed, Then how?" Said Nadia. "How long do you like me?" Said Riki. "It's long, about 8 months ago." Replied Nadia.






How could you like me? "Riki asked. "Because you are good people and attention, especially when I've just broken up with Roy, you give me good advice and hope, now from there I got interested with you." Replied Nadia. "Nad .. I'm sorry .. "said Riki. Why apologize? Nadia asked. "Looks like you have to forget your feelings for me .." said Riki. "Why?" Said Nadia. "Because now I've got a boyfriend, so I dont want you too I hope you can understand?" Said Riki.

 Nadia heart crushed instantly when she heard Riki say. As if struck by lightning. Nadia feeling shattered. But he tried to be patient and accept what has happened.

"Yeah I know .., it is important you know how I'm feeling you." Replied Nadia. "Okay .. nice if you could understand, but we still be friends? Riki asked. "Yes .. we are so old friendships, the time just because of this problem is already old friendships intertwine so we broke up." Said Nadia. "" Ok .. I just like talking about it, thank you for your understanding yha, but you all right? "Said Riki. "I'm fine, but a little sad" replied Nadia. "You do not need to be sad, a lot of guys who really like it at you ..., you definitely get better than me." Riki tries to comfort Nadia.

Having been unable to restrain his tears welling, Nadia was left. "I wanted to go home." Nadia then stood and turned to leave Riki. It is clear that sad look on his face visible on the face Nadia. Riki had seen the look on his face. Riki to feel guilty.



Nadia arrived home straight into his room. She sobbed, feeling frantic and devastated he took the book diary of her bag. He tried to pour all the feelings that he felt in the book.

Once he can control himself and stop from crying, she began to write. Word for word he writes with feeling. He poured all the feelings that are currently facing. Feelings of disappointment, hurt, all he showcased in an article:

This day has given rise

Turmoil in the soul and feelings

Because of my love for you

Infinite space and time

Now I go through every second

Feel empty without you

As there are missing parts

Of me

I also understand

Only you can

Fill the void my heart

But unfortunately......

You already have the interest in my heart

Maybe I did not deserve you

Because I was

Humans lost waiting to die

That the contents of the last page of Nadia's diary. Now the diary that has been covered and stored in a drawer. Similarly, Nadia feelings towards Riki has now been closed and only stored in the liver.